Tuesday, January 29, 2008

Procrasinate, much?!

It's funny because  I keep telling myself that I will do it when I get home but when I do get home I see my nice comfy bed and I just have to go lie on it. Is there a reason that it has become a chore to do things that I use to live and breathe...things that I would lose sleep over just to get it just right. I remember a time where I use to live in the computer labs doing my projects, sleeping on chairs and doing whatever needed to be done. I guess I just got burnt out from pushing myself so hard that I started to slack. I also think that my need for perfection hurt me in the end because I never learned how to manage my time effectively like the rest of my classmates that were producing 10x more then I would. I've envied those people that could just sit there and get work done. Me on the other hand always had to over thinks every detail until I got overwhelmed with the idea of the idea. But I have learned some thinks over the years that has helped a little bit with this overwhelming chaos that goes on in my mind. I need to sit down and sketch out what I want to do so there is so semblance of order that I can go through to get my work done. 

You know what has boggled my mind is the home thing...it's like the place has this homework free shield that won't allow me to do any of my homework. I guess it's just all the other fun things that I can do there like laundry and cleaning my room. Like seriously homework can't be that bad that you would rather spend a couple of hours cleaning your room. We're future graphic designers and compared to other less fun things we could be studying why is it so hard to get our work done?! Maybe it's just me that struggles with procrastination I guess I have to find better ways of getting this stuff done because I know I've run out of chances. 

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